It’s clear I’m an exhibitionist.
I’m actually glad I’m finally clear on how this came to be. It stems from childhood, as do most all of adult temperament. I actually remember the moment I was triggered – or actually thrown into an experience as a very young developing mind. It did involved a group of people watching and staring at me. I suppose that’s how my psychological development began. It’s a refreshing revelation on how my head works.
As I’m thinking about it more, all of my fetishes started in a personal childhood experience. Go figure. They release a type of energy that contrasts the monotonous worker strawman paradigm in which we’ve all signed.
Always been an avid fitness type guy which makes the physical aspects of “showing-off” a bit more natural a task to maintain.
All in all, it’s a character trait I embrace in order to complete myself.